HurtHurt

I would like to start with saying sorry that i have not kept up with this, but I have been not feeling well and need to take care of my self to do this.

Now onto what the word hurt means: When you live with someone that has depression the words you say can make a difference. Words can hurt more then you even know because you don’t know how the person feels.

I know that when someone in your life says something to you and you are down it make you feel like giving up. I know that when it happen to me that is how I felt. On top of that I didn’t feel well and it been a roller coaster ever since.

So the one thing I would let people know is watch what you say to the ones that have depression and make sure they are doing fine before you say something that you might hurt them and they give up on life.

I know that you need to have a support system and people you can go to and talk and let them help you. I know that I have that and i lean on them when I have a hard time. Plus find other thing that help you feel better about yourself.

I know for me I have to let things sit for the night and then the next day I have to remember what is important to me. I know that I couldn’t leave my dogs or my friends that have always been there and help when I need someone right there.

So sometime changes need to be made and I figure out what I have to do to make my self happy again. I work hard at that make health choices.

keep others in your minded before you say something out loud that can hurt others. It might change that person life.

My LifeMy Life

Today is one day that I enjoy because I get a me day. Everyone needs one of these days because it helps you relax and catch up on things that you need for your self. I know that I try and figure out what I want to do, I try and make a list of what would make me happy and get me back to feeling my self again. I know that I need to take care of my dogs too. These days I am starting to rake care of my health more, plus get fresh air and get my dogs exercise too. Just make sure you have fun in what you do because if it feels like work then you will not get close to be yourself.

I know it been 3 months going on 4 since I moved and I am still unpacking and making my house a home. I have changed how I see life and what makes me happy. If I can’t find things that make me happy then I change it. I want make the life I have a better one, it may be short because of my medical condition that I have, I take every chance I have to have fun and enjoy each moment I have. That is why I spend time with who I want and do what I want to enjoy each moment. I keep journals and make scrape books of memories of everything I do.

Life is short and some have shorter then others. You never know what someone is going thru unless you see life thru their eyes. So please remember help where you can and listen when you have a free time.

Collect Memories not stuff

Tough TimesTough Times

Today thought is that everyone has those tough days and it hard to get thru. I know I have them more often than I want too. I have ways that I have learned to deal with. I would like to share them with you so maybe I can help others.

Think about things that make you happy and make a list. I know that I have changed my over the years which you are going to. I have my go to ones that always are on my list that help. Everyone in my house leaves me alone and let me be. Plus there are bonus days which those days are the best.

So far the ones that I have learn that always make me happy is Baking, Reading and hanging out with my dogs, (and yes I talk to my dogs as well). The other things that help is coloring, putting a puzzle together, or even write to others to let them know that I am ok. I know this doesn’t work for everyone but I know that those things make me happy and when I can’t do them I get really down. I know when I have those days I clean and organize things in my house, which others know I am having a bad day.

Everyone has those days and that ok, it how we handle it that make it better, Sometime talking to someone that you know that will always be there for you and just listen to you is always good. Support system is always good. I have a few friends that I can do that to but sometime that just is not enough. I have to figure out what works for me.

Well thanks for listen and how this helps understand something that I deal with and help me get thru these tough days

News updateNews update

Well readers I have been a way for a long time. Lots have changes. I want to start by letting everyone know that over the last year or so, during the worse time of anyone life I got the Covid 19 but I made it thru it. It was hard and it really change my outlook on life. I moved to a new house, new city, it all been going good since the move. There is so much I want to touch base on and I will start updating and talking about things that are hard in life. I know that I have dealt with a lot. I hope people follow me and if you need support I am here to listen.

All I know that life has change in so many ways and we all have to still find out what is important to us and how to handle life differently now. Each person deal with things differently but everyone needs to know that there are others out there that is going thru what you are and want to help when we can.

Thanks for listen and please check back daily and we will talk about different topics.

RoutineRoutine

Here a good life style one for all. I have started making a routine each day so I can start doing other things that I want to do and I just have not found the time.

I love to bake, write, read and hang out with my dogs. I just never found the time in each day so I can play, or walk my dogs so I needed to make sometime for them. they are important to me! So I made a list of when I had time to put them in my daily activity. Next I wanted to start exercise and so I figure out how to add my dogs in there and spend time with them too.

The other things I just need to take some time and do things I love “Life is short” to not enjoy each moment in life. So I find the time to just sit down and write each day about one thing or person, place, a memory. It has help me get it done and I am on my way.

The last is couple of things, I need to figure out how to do and still get other things done in my house and life. Some work, but need breaks and that when I read or just take some deep breaths; you would not understand how that just help. Plus Music when your working is a lot easier to get things done faster.

So if anyone needs help change something in a routine please let me help and I will do my best to find out where you can take time for yourself. Everyone needs that.

Busy lifeBusy life

Over the last month life has sure been busy. I had to deal with a lot of different things. Plus now it Craft show time which I have been busy baking dog treats. We are doing good with raising money for Dubnyk.

It be hard some days but I am working thru each day. I figure out ways to make each moment count. I know that figure out why I feel alone and how to change that. I was think that I might write a book about my life but not sure how to start it. I still going to try. I will get started over the next few months. I love to write about different things if anyone has any suggests I would take it.

So everyone that reads my blog please don’t think I disappeared I am just doing a lot of different things. Family, Dogs, Fostering and Baking along with Craft show.

The next show we have is Raspberry Festival in Hopkins. It only one day but it outside. We will have Olaf with us and she will be a huge hit. She loves people. So come by and say hi.

Thanks everyone this helps me each time I write.

Be kind to all, people and animals and be safe this fourth of July.

LonelinessLoneliness

I am writing this on the way I feel.  Over the past few weeks I know that I have not wrote anything and it because of loneliness. It happens more often the people think. I know that I get this way and I shut down and shut others out. It hard some days. I due get thru it with a few friends help and the ones I can count on my dogs.  It good to have a support system in place so that when you get this way you know where you can go to. I never get to the place where taking my life is ever an option. I know I have more to do in life and it not my turn.

I just wanted to let people out that know why I have not wrote, being honest with others help more then most people think. When you know that you have issues and you can let others know too that is the first step. I know that I don’t always let people in and help, but I am trying. Plus I think of my mom and wonder what she say to me at times about what going on. She always try and help or even just listen which we all need that.

so please is you get this way remember there is help out there for us and make sure you have support system they do help. I know that over the last year I have done things differently because I know that I have a lot of things I want to do and try. I am not willing to give up that just yet.

Just cause we are all different we all still need to think about others and see what we can do to help. Just think we all have problems but we don’t always show them.

Just think of what Ellen would say Be kind to one another.

Life and DeathLife and Death

Well this last week has been crazy, we had someone in our family pass away. It bring up important things as that we should talk about with our kids. It hard subject to talk about but we all need to. Make sure your kids know where all the important papers are and what you want if something happens to you. You never want them to have to make those decisions for you. They will be grieving and that all they should have to deal with.

I know that I am starting all the things I need to do, because I know after see what we had to go thru, I never want my kids to go thru that. I want to do what my mom did and she had everything pick out and paid for. I not sure if I an do that but I am going to do what I can.

Plus I want to make sure I know what my kids are going to get. I love them and i want to even write something to each of them. I know that i have some things i want to say to them but not until i am gone. That way it if me and they know how I felt about them.

So mlm please make sure you have the hard talk with your family and they know what your wishes are.

Be kind to all

Every dayEvery day

There always a questions I ask my self each day when I get up. What do I want to do today? The answer is not always the same. I have to think about a few different things before I answer that. I want to make sure I have fun and make sure that I get something done. Plus I want to enjoy what I do, which i know we never think of it more. It hard at times but live to short to be down and not enjoy each moment we have. All the stress and problems in this world should not let us be down. I know that hard, but think about what you have control over and that what we can change and do.

Enjoy each moment and make memories, you never know what the day will bring. Have a little fun in life because you never know what the next day will bring.

Be kind to all, help where you can.

Spring CleanSpring Clean

I not sure if anyone has started this, but I know I have, it amazing what you find when you are going thru things. I know that I have wanted to do something a long time but I never had the time. Now that I am not working outside that house and I am home more. I started really cleaning and organizing things. I am doing good so far. I cleaned half of my basement and the garage and already took a trip to goodwill. I know that where I give a lot of the clothes that I am getting rid of. I also going to set up for a garage sale that I have not got to do in a long time because I worked so much. It feels great to get things done. I know a lot of people say that the bigger the house the more stuff you have, I don’t believe that. I think that if you go thru things and just keep what you need or stuff that means a lot to you and you want to past down to your kids, that all you need. I know that it been easier for me to find things that I need when I am organized. Plus you have time to enjoy the beautiful weather we have.

Remember I am still doing craft shows for everyone puppies and dogs. I still raising money for my boy that means more to me then anyone could know.

So please follow us on Facebook and visit us at the show. Next one is Monticello this Sunday from 11-3

Please be kind to all