Loneliness

I am writing this on the way I feel.  Over the past few weeks I know that I have not wrote anything and it because of loneliness. It happens more often the people think. I know that I get this way and I shut down and shut others out. It hard some days. I due get thru it with a few friends help and the ones I can count on my dogs.  It good to have a support system in place so that when you get this way you know where you can go to. I never get to the place where taking my life is ever an option. I know I have more to do in life and it not my turn.

I just wanted to let people out that know why I have not wrote, being honest with others help more then most people think. When you know that you have issues and you can let others know too that is the first step. I know that I don’t always let people in and help, but I am trying. Plus I think of my mom and wonder what she say to me at times about what going on. She always try and help or even just listen which we all need that.

so please is you get this way remember there is help out there for us and make sure you have support system they do help. I know that over the last year I have done things differently because I know that I have a lot of things I want to do and try. I am not willing to give up that just yet.

Just cause we are all different we all still need to think about others and see what we can do to help. Just think we all have problems but we don’t always show them.

Just think of what Ellen would say Be kind to one another.

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Today was the big game where people get together and watch it. I know that I watched it, so I could watch the commercials. This year I was really looking forward to the half-time show. Over all I was not too happy with any of it.

I am also getting ready for a craft show that is next weekend, Plus I also have two other orders . Staying busy is great, but I still have to remember to pace myself so I can keep going. My energy level is not as good as I would like it to be. I have not figured out everything that we are bringing but I have to make enough for two days.

This last week has been a pretty good week overall. I have had to change some things when it comes to cleaning and stuff around the house. I know that there are a lot of germs out there right now and I can’t be around that so I have to send my daughter to the store a lot.

Well it is going to be a short one this week . I might have another short one mid week.

Comfort TimeComfort Time

As I reflect on this past week I came up with a few things that I need to do. The first thing I realized is I need to take some time for myself to enjoy my life. It doesn’t matter what it is, because it is about recharging. I know that I don’t plan to go far ahead because that is not a promise to me. I am just thankful for each day I get up and get to have another day with the ones I love.

I try to make it and enjoy life, save money and hang out with the ones that support me. I know without them life would be hard each day. I am glad to everyone that has followed me on this journey because this year has been a tough one. I have had ups and downs to get thru, which I have those who have come into my life to help me.

Sometimes I go back to what is comfortable to me, which is not what we need to do. We all need to get up and try something new. Just think about things you have always wanted to do but have been too scared to do. Sometimes people make a bucket list to see what they can do. All you need to do is thank God for that day and make some plans.
Text a friend you have not talked to in a while. Find a place that you have not gone but always wanted to. Have a date night with some girlfriends or husband, boyfriend or your better half. Everyone has something or somewhere they have always wanted to do. It is never too late.

Thank you again for this.

Stress and PressureStress and Pressure

I know that lately I have been talking about life. These are topics that everyone deals with all the time. I know that I always put on a happy face but sometime I have the stress and pressure on getting a lot done in a short time to make others happy. I know that it been hard and I push my self to get everything done. I know everything will work out the way they should and I will get things done. Just remember you need to take some time out for your self and relax and have fun. If you don’t you will not do you or anyone any good. I know that I have done that. I end up shutting down and feeling depressed which is not good either. I figure out ways I can have some fun and take care of me. Plus I have my boys to help me to. Because with out my boys I think that I would lose it more.

Remember to be kind and look out for yourself.