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Live life to the fullest!
This year has gone by and so much has changed in my life. I know that I am working on be debt free and saving money. I know they have a few ways you can save and budget. I am doing a lot of different things and I would like to share them with you.
First one is I have a auto amount directly into my savings account.
I also do surveys and play games that get me gift cards that I can use instead of money.
Plus I have been working on decluttering my house and selling things. I know one day I will get there just by taking time.
I also am starting to use those saving books where you put cash in a book and mark it off.
It has been a rough few weeks losing my sweet boy, which makes me want to do more in life. His life was cut short and I am going to do what I can for him. Everyone says you need time, but no amount of time will bring him back. I know that he is watching over us and I want to make him know that he is missed and very loved.
So hopeful by the end of the year I will be closer to my savings goal.
I would like to start with saying sorry that i have not kept up with this, but I have been not feeling well and need to take care of my self to do this.
Now onto what the word hurt means: When you live with someone that has depression the words you say can make a difference. Words can hurt more then you even know because you don’t know how the person feels.
I know that when someone in your life says something to you and you are down it make you feel like giving up. I know that when it happen to me that is how I felt. On top of that I didn’t feel well and it been a roller coaster ever since.
So the one thing I would let people know is watch what you say to the ones that have depression and make sure they are doing fine before you say something that you might hurt them and they give up on life.
I know that you need to have a support system and people you can go to and talk and let them help you. I know that I have that and i lean on them when I have a hard time. Plus find other thing that help you feel better about yourself.
I know for me I have to let things sit for the night and then the next day I have to remember what is important to me. I know that I couldn’t leave my dogs or my friends that have always been there and help when I need someone right there.
So sometime changes need to be made and I figure out what I have to do to make my self happy again. I work hard at that make health choices.
keep others in your minded before you say something out loud that can hurt others. It might change that person life.
I know we all wish we had more time each day to get everything done. I know I am one of those people. I try to make a plan to use it all the time I have each day. I have a hard time trying to get everything done. I know others except me to do things all by myself but I know I can’t get it all done. When I don’t get things I feel bad. I feel like I failed others that count on me.
I look around at what I have and I feel blessed. I know that I should do more. I just know that my health is what I should work on. I know that I have been trying to, but it has become hard these past few weeks. I am learning to live different from what I can eat.
Life is hard when others don’t know what I go thru everyday. I keep a lot more to myself than let others know. I have a few great friends that listen to me and don’t judge me when I can’t handle life. I decided to take a step back to others that I have a hard time talking to. I know the ones that are there for me and that is all I need in my life.
I even step back from talking to some family members, because I have a hard time talking to them. I’m trying to figure out what one family wants me for. I know that I need to talk to this family member about what is in my mind.
This is a hard post for me today. Others would read this and wonder if they are the one I am talking about. I want to thank you for listening.
my journey will continue later this week. hope you keep reading.