This week I wanted to let you know a few things I am doing this week. I am going to see a hand surgeon to figure out what is going on. Plus, to see if I have to have surgery on my left hand to fix the problem. The next one is a big one. I am going down to the Mayo clinic again to get a procedure done. My specialists are down there so sometimes it’s better to do them there then up in st. cloud area. I never enjoy the prep for them, but sometimes you do what you have to. Staying as healthy as you can is important for me. I know others count on me.

When you think about your health it is not just physical, it is your mental health too. I know that is what I have the hardest time with. I try and figure out ways to make it better, but it doesn’t always work. I just have to remember that I need to live my life simply and enjoy each minute I have.

I think of my mom at times, because she had it rough and I know that I have support she didn’t. I miss her everyday. Every morning I thank God for letting me have another day with my family and dogs. I have a lot of people in my life, but I only have a few good friends that I enjoy in my life.

That is all for this week. I have to get ready and it is going to take me this whole week.

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RoutineRoutine

Here a good life style one for all. I have started making a routine each day so I can start doing other things that I want to do and I just have not found the time.

I love to bake, write, read and hang out with my dogs. I just never found the time in each day so I can play, or walk my dogs so I needed to make sometime for them. they are important to me! So I made a list of when I had time to put them in my daily activity. Next I wanted to start exercise and so I figure out how to add my dogs in there and spend time with them too.

The other things I just need to take some time and do things I love “Life is short” to not enjoy each moment in life. So I find the time to just sit down and write each day about one thing or person, place, a memory. It has help me get it done and I am on my way.

The last is couple of things, I need to figure out how to do and still get other things done in my house and life. Some work, but need breaks and that when I read or just take some deep breaths; you would not understand how that just help. Plus Music when your working is a lot easier to get things done faster.

So if anyone needs help change something in a routine please let me help and I will do my best to find out where you can take time for yourself. Everyone needs that.

RoughRough

This week was a rough one for me. I had the week off from baking for shows but my health problems have not been that nice to me. When you try your hardest to make sure you stay away from others that are sick it doesn’t always work. I had to do extra cleaning this week to make sure whatever my husband and daughter have or had I don’t get. It was not fun for me at all. As I did that it took a toll on me alone.

I have tried to do things to help me on my own but that has not helped. I told my doctor and I ended up in the ER which is never fun for anyone.

They could do much for me but give me pain medication and hope to talk to my doctor about what is going on.

This week begin baking for another show again and I hope that I will be able to work thru the pain and low energy and get it all done. I know that I will try my hardest. For those who know me well they know I will do whatever it takes to get the job done for this weekend.

This is a short one this week because my medication will be kicking in and I will be sleeping soon.

Think before speakThink before speak

This week is about things people say to others that might hurt. I know that when it happens to me it stays with me for a while. It hurts for people that are supposed to love you and be there when you need them. When it happens I go through a cycle of why what I do even matters to anyone. When someone likes me with the issues I have it hard. Life doesn’t seem to matter to me anymore. I try and try but I think why no one cares if I am here or gone.

I know that I will get past it sometime but each time it takes a little longer. Many different ideas go through my head, but I do not act on any. I know that happens to others and are afraid to say something or even talk about it. This is why I want others to know you are never alone.

One day there are things that get to you, bother you, you will miss it. The one thing that seems to get to me the most is, that when it comes from someone that is supposed to love you. I know that everyone changes as they go through life but the love you have should never be something that hurts you the most.

Thank you again for letting me do this.