It funny to watch this the hallmark channel because it is playing christmas movies and it July, but they have a lot of good movies. I have been watching ones that you can sit and wish life was really like that, but let face the facts that will never happen.  It is still fun to watch christmas movies in July because it makes you feel happy, I know it does for me. During christmas it hard to be happy for me becaue I lost my mom four days before christmas and I have tried for years to get back in that happy place again. I just think that my mom would never want me to be down and that what helps me get thru the hoildays.

Just if you have a free moment this month you should turn on the Hallmark channel and watch a christmas movie in July and see how it make you feel.

Enjoy those little moment again.

Hi everyone,

I know it has been a while, but I had some medical issues that have kept me down and not available to write. It has been a rough couple of months and I ended up in the hospital twice, plus then I had to get a procedure done that was risky, but hope it will make me better in the long run. It only been about a week since I had it done and I am still trying to feel better.

I have a liver disease that stops me from doing a lot of things. I know that one day I going to have to get a transplant, which scares me because I think about what my family has to go thru already with all the medical issues I have. I never want to see the them in any pain. This disease takes a toll on me which effects me working too. This is one reason I started this because if I could make money and relax at home where I am stress free it helps me a lot.

well I will try and post some more as this holiday season go on. Thanks to everyone that reads this. Please keep your faith and one day you will get your miracle.

Be kind to others you never know what they go thru on a daily bases.