Loneliness

I am writing this on the way I feel.  Over the past few weeks I know that I have not wrote anything and it because of loneliness. It happens more often the people think. I know that I get this way and I shut down and shut others out. It hard some days. I due get thru it with a few friends help and the ones I can count on my dogs.  It good to have a support system in place so that when you get this way you know where you can go to. I never get to the place where taking my life is ever an option. I know I have more to do in life and it not my turn.

I just wanted to let people out that know why I have not wrote, being honest with others help more then most people think. When you know that you have issues and you can let others know too that is the first step. I know that I don’t always let people in and help, but I am trying. Plus I think of my mom and wonder what she say to me at times about what going on. She always try and help or even just listen which we all need that.

so please is you get this way remember there is help out there for us and make sure you have support system they do help. I know that over the last year I have done things differently because I know that I have a lot of things I want to do and try. I am not willing to give up that just yet.

Just cause we are all different we all still need to think about others and see what we can do to help. Just think we all have problems but we don’t always show them.

Just think of what Ellen would say Be kind to one another.

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I know that it has been a while but when you stress of getting this done for your family is on you, sometime you forget what you need to do first. I know that everyone deals with stress differently. I know that I try not to have it get me down but that don’t always work. I have been working on school all summer long and I am coming to the end and I have a couple of things to do. The only thing is that when I am done I have the stress of getting my certification and getting a new job. This put a lot of stress on me because of my family, I want then to be proud of me. I know we should let others make us feel better about ourselves. I know that what I am doing is a lot on my family. I do everything I can for them. I know sometime I don’t think that they see it that way but I know that I do.

Well I will get through this because I know that is what I want to do. I believe in myself and I am going to do the best I can.

Be kind and make each day count.

Rest in PeaceRest in Peace

This week was a crazy one, it started off overwhelmed to sad. It is hard for anyone to lose a parent. I know this is because when I lose my mom. There is so much you need to do during this time.

The month of September is a hard time for a lot of people because of 9/11 and a lot of people lost a loved one. My husband grandfather passed away this month, he lived a great life. we will all miss him.

I know this is going to be another short one, because I have a lot going on and figure it out. I know that I feel better after the month is over.

I have some topics that I am working on to post in the upcoming month. So please stay tuned.

just make sure you spend time with the ones that matter because one day they will be gone.

End of 2018End of 2018

It the of of another year. So much has happen this year that I can’t even list it all. I am thankful for the support I have gotten. I know that I gggone thru a lot and sometime I didn’t know what to do.

The last few days have be rough and stressful, I don’t need it at all. I have not felt good and I don’t want to start 2019 off this way.

I am trying to figure out things and get on the rigt track. I hope that I start doing more that I enjoy and having fun.

I got a planner and going to start tracking everything I do to make sure 2019 is a good year for me. I know that my faith and support I have is going to help me but I need tooooo do other things. Plus keep on working on this also. I wll start adding picture and new subject. plus get into affilated accounts too.

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