Life
I have to say that sometime life get busy you never know when you have time for things. Well these past few weeks it been like that for me. I have so much on my plate right now I just want it to be empty for once. I know that it is not going to be because I have so much going on and trying to get done. I do feel lucky though because I have great friends and family that is there when I need them, not all but I know they wish they could take some things away. Plus I have my faith which is going to get me through it all and help me get everything done that I need to.
My mom always told me to live my life to the fullest each day because we never know when it is are last. I miss my mom all the time, wish she was here to take some stress off me. Well thank you for taking some time away. I will try and get back sooner.
Be kind to all.
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Hard WeekHard Week
This last week went well, I stayed with my plan and got what I needed done. Mid week I could feel the change in me. I started to pull back on fun activities that made my life better.
I still continued what I needed to do and figured out a way to snap out of it.
I listened to a podcast and it helped. It is easier when you put your mind somewhere else for a little while.
I want to add on to what I have started this year, Along with my weekly cleaning list. I started going thru my stuff and found places that I could donate what I have. I started with Be an Angel -MN. She helps seniors which fits in with wanting to give back. I have a box of art & crafts, journals,etc. It is great when you have stuff you don’t use, but you know someone out there can.
One thing I am doing is getting back into having a little fun in life. I plan time to go out, watch a new show, and enjoy life a little more each day. My life is short enough. I want to live my life.
here for a new week. Thank you to all.
LonelinessLoneliness
I am writing this on the way I feel. Over the past few weeks I know that I have not wrote anything and it because of loneliness. It happens more often the people think. I know that I get this way and I shut down and shut others out. It hard some days. I due get thru it with a few friends help and the ones I can count on my dogs. It good to have a support system in place so that when you get this way you know where you can go to. I never get to the place where taking my life is ever an option. I know I have more to do in life and it not my turn.
I just wanted to let people out that know why I have not wrote, being honest with others help more then most people think. When you know that you have issues and you can let others know too that is the first step. I know that I don’t always let people in and help, but I am trying. Plus I think of my mom and wonder what she say to me at times about what going on. She always try and help or even just listen which we all need that.
so please is you get this way remember there is help out there for us and make sure you have support system they do help. I know that over the last year I have done things differently because I know that I have a lot of things I want to do and try. I am not willing to give up that just yet.
Just cause we are all different we all still need to think about others and see what we can do to help. Just think we all have problems but we don’t always show them.
Just think of what Ellen would say Be kind to one another.
To Do ListTo Do List
This past month I have been trying to get back on track with things. So I started to make lists. I have a cleaning list, meal planning , to do list. This has made it easy for me to remember what I need to do. Sometimes I get side tracked and I am not sure what I should work on next. I even made a budget so I can figure out ways to save money. Everyone would love to be debt free and save money too. It is not always that easy. It has been a work in progress for me. I find ways to sell things I don’t need anymore or if that doesn’t work I donate it to a good cause. The feeling that you get when you help out other ways is the best feeling you could have.
I am still in the working stages of this plan. I just know one day it will all be worth it to me. This year I even tried to start growing my own vegetables but something has always gotten in the way. I know that I still have time. I just take it one day at a time.
Just remember that you can do anything that you want, it just takes time. Thank you again for letting me do this.