Season changes, leaves change colors. What do we do to change? We change our clothes for the weather. So it is time to look back at the year and see what we have learned about ourselves and what is going on around us.

Start making plans on what to change the following months or year. I know that I have been thinking about what I want to do. Some things will be hard and slow, but I just have to make my goals small and have little victories.

There has been so much change in my life right now, I feel overwhelmed at times. I have a hard time dealing with it, so instead I stay busy and not think about it for a while. I know that it will catch up to me and I am going to have to face what is going on inside my head.

Sorry this one has taken me a while to write but I wanted to make sure others understand what I am going thru and what I have in front of me to face. I know some will have helpful tips and I am welcome of that. The others that have comments that I need to face what is coming and deal with it because it happens to everyone have no idea what it’s like in someone else’s shoes.

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Life and DeathLife and Death

Well this last week has been crazy, we had someone in our family pass away. It bring up important things as that we should talk about with our kids. It hard subject to talk about but we all need to. Make sure your kids know where all the important papers are and what you want if something happens to you. You never want them to have to make those decisions for you. They will be grieving and that all they should have to deal with.

I know that I am starting all the things I need to do, because I know after see what we had to go thru, I never want my kids to go thru that. I want to do what my mom did and she had everything pick out and paid for. I not sure if I an do that but I am going to do what I can.

Plus I want to make sure I know what my kids are going to get. I love them and i want to even write something to each of them. I know that i have some things i want to say to them but not until i am gone. That way it if me and they know how I felt about them.

So mlm please make sure you have the hard talk with your family and they know what your wishes are.

Be kind to all

News updateNews update

Well readers I have been a way for a long time. Lots have changes. I want to start by letting everyone know that over the last year or so, during the worse time of anyone life I got the Covid 19 but I made it thru it. It was hard and it really change my outlook on life. I moved to a new house, new city, it all been going good since the move. There is so much I want to touch base on and I will start updating and talking about things that are hard in life. I know that I have dealt with a lot. I hope people follow me and if you need support I am here to listen.

All I know that life has change in so many ways and we all have to still find out what is important to us and how to handle life differently now. Each person deal with things differently but everyone needs to know that there are others out there that is going thru what you are and want to help when we can.

Thanks for listen and please check back daily and we will talk about different topics.

TimeTime

I know we all wish we had more time each day to get everything done. I know I am one of those people. I try to make a plan to use it all the time I have each day. I have a hard time trying to get everything done. I know others except me to do things all by myself but I know I can’t get it all done. When I don’t get things I feel bad. I feel like I failed others that count on me.

I look around at what I have and I feel blessed. I know that I should do more. I just know that my health is what I should work on. I know that I have been trying to, but it has become hard these past few weeks. I am learning to live different from what I can eat.

Life is hard when others don’t know what I go thru everyday. I keep a lot more to myself than let others know. I have a few great friends that listen to me and don’t judge me when I can’t handle life. I decided to take a step back to others that I have a hard time talking to. I know the ones that are there for me and that is all I need in my life.

I even step back from talking to some family members, because I have a hard time talking to them. I’m trying to figure out what one family wants me for. I know that I need to talk to this family member about what is in my mind.

This is a hard post for me today. Others would read this and wonder if they are the one I am talking about. I want to thank you for listening.

my journey will continue later this week. hope you keep reading.