Waiting

I wanted to write this post this week for my boy Dubnyk. He is our 6 year foster failure. We love him so much and would do anything to help him. I would do it for any one of my dogs but he has had a hard life to start and has come a long way. A few months ago we went to the vet because he had a bump on the side of his face. We found out he had a cracked tooth and needed to get it removed. While he was in surgery the vet noticed it was not normal. We found out he has bone loss and a mass on the side of his face.

Today we went to the U of M and had them see what the next steps we need to take. They did a biopsy and we get the results tomorrow. We know if our hearts that it is not going to be good news. So we decided that we are going to give him the best life he can have and do what he wants. Plus we want to make sure he sees as much of this world as he can. We don’t know the time frame but we are not going to worry about that and do what we can for him.

He is the sweetest boy you would meet. So please send him positive vibes his way.

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LearningLearning

This week has been one that I had to learn how to change and start from the beginning. It has been hard for me because I am not sure where to begin. Eating is a big deal for a lot of different reasons. When you need to learn how to eat and not make yourself sick all over again. I have to eat small amounts and the right stuff.

I had some tests and procedures done and now waiting for the results is hard. It just adds more to what is on my mind and what I need to get done. I also need to take it slow and get better and my energy level back to where I can get things done. I know that I want the results to be good but I am scared.

The more time I have to wait, the longer the stress level goes up and I can’t sleep and it’s the only thing that I am thinking about. I know that things are not always going to come out perfectly but I can hope that they do.

I am taking it one day at a time to learn how to do everything again. Everyday is a challenge to get things done, I get tired of not having the energy level that I used to have. I thank my husband and daughter for doing everything for me and they both say the same thing.

I want this Christmas to be a good one for both of them. Trying to figure out ways to make sure they are doing good and have what they need. Christmas is supposed to be the happiness time of the year, but not for me it is always hard to get thru the month of December.

I have came to the end of this post and I will be trying to catch up and be better again.

TruthTruth

Sometime this can be hard to take but other times it just make you made that when you find out the truth you just want to go and say something to that person. I know that I am blessed and glad that I have great friends that have my back, because when I found out the truth they are still there in my life. Sometime you thing that one person can’t change someone else life but it can. It happen to me, but I am better for it and I opened a new chapter in my life and I will a happier person for it. So you can say that the one person I can thank for that, because if it was not for this person I would still be unhappy and stressed each day of the week. My life has gone in a better direction.

So when you find something out, just think of how it effects your life, because one day you can look back and say thank you, they may even made life better. when one door closes, a new and better one will open, you just need to find it.

Be kind to all!

 

LifeLife

I have to say that sometime life get busy you never know when you have time for things. Well these past few weeks it been like that for me. I have so much on my plate right now I just want it to be empty for once. I know that it is not going to be because I have so much going on and trying to get done. I do feel lucky though because I have great friends and family that is there when I need them, not all but I know they wish they could take some things away. Plus I have my faith which is going to get me through it all and help me get everything done that I need to.

My mom always told me to live my life to the fullest each day because we never know when it is are last. I miss my mom all the time, wish she was here to take some stress off me. Well thank you for taking some time away. I will try and get back sooner.

Be kind to all.