Life
Hello there, Just wanted to talk a little about Life. We all have busy, hard, and short. I know that first hand for sure and I am trying to stay positive about things but it hard. Over the last week I found out things that I have now I didn’t before and they are life threatening. It change my whole world. There were things that just didn’t means as much or just a simple thing like eating change completely. I am trying to process it all everyday but some days are harder to get thru then others. I have people around me helping but sometimes they don’t even understand what I go thru each day. I know I keep a lot to myself because it easier then others saying sorry and act different around me. My whole life had changed in one day.
Never miss the little things in life now. I know that I want to enjoy each moment and just take a picture in my head so I never forget it. Never Judge someone because you never know what that person life is like.
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Holiday SeasonHoliday Season
The Holidays are among us and we all are busy with shopping , cleaning, wrapping and planning dinner. I know that each year around this time is one of the hardest times I have to go thru. I lost my mom just before Christmas and her birthday and it has been hard ever since. I know people tell me it will get easier and I don’t see how. The one person I could talk to about anything was my mom and now I don’t have that. I know that I have friends and other family members I can talk to but my mom was different. She loved me for me and it didn’t matter what was going on in our life. She always tries and makes Christmas the best for all of us. I still have the present that I got her that year. I know one year it will be easy for me to get thru the holidays but I am not sure when that will be.
It is never easy being down for the holidays, but I try and put on a brave face and get thru it. Sometimes the ones that are supposed to be there for you, don’t listen and make things harder to handle. I know that I will be fine and get thru the holiday season again, but just remember when you see someone don’t judge them you don’t know what they are going thru.
I want to wish everyone that has followed me and went on this year-long journey with me. I will continue next year where I know I will have challenges that will have to deal with. I know that I will get thru them with help from others and myself.
One day it would be nice to get a prayer answered once, but it will happen when you least expect it.
HurtHurt
I would like to start with saying sorry that i have not kept up with this, but I have been not feeling well and need to take care of my self to do this.
Now onto what the word hurt means: When you live with someone that has depression the words you say can make a difference. Words can hurt more then you even know because you don’t know how the person feels.
I know that when someone in your life says something to you and you are down it make you feel like giving up. I know that when it happen to me that is how I felt. On top of that I didn’t feel well and it been a roller coaster ever since.
So the one thing I would let people know is watch what you say to the ones that have depression and make sure they are doing fine before you say something that you might hurt them and they give up on life.
I know that you need to have a support system and people you can go to and talk and let them help you. I know that I have that and i lean on them when I have a hard time. Plus find other thing that help you feel better about yourself.
I know for me I have to let things sit for the night and then the next day I have to remember what is important to me. I know that I couldn’t leave my dogs or my friends that have always been there and help when I need someone right there.
So sometime changes need to be made and I figure out what I have to do to make my self happy again. I work hard at that make health choices.
keep others in your minded before you say something out loud that can hurt others. It might change that person life.
My LifeMy Life
Today is one day that I enjoy because I get a me day. Everyone needs one of these days because it helps you relax and catch up on things that you need for your self. I know that I try and figure out what I want to do, I try and make a list of what would make me happy and get me back to feeling my self again. I know that I need to take care of my dogs too. These days I am starting to rake care of my health more, plus get fresh air and get my dogs exercise too. Just make sure you have fun in what you do because if it feels like work then you will not get close to be yourself.
I know it been 3 months going on 4 since I moved and I am still unpacking and making my house a home. I have changed how I see life and what makes me happy. If I can’t find things that make me happy then I change it. I want make the life I have a better one, it may be short because of my medical condition that I have, I take every chance I have to have fun and enjoy each moment I have. That is why I spend time with who I want and do what I want to enjoy each moment. I keep journals and make scrape books of memories of everything I do.
Life is short and some have shorter then others. You never know what someone is going thru unless you see life thru their eyes. So please remember help where you can and listen when you have a free time.
Collect Memories not stuff