Hi everyone,

I know it has been a while, but I had some medical issues that have kept me down and not available to write. It has been a rough couple of months and I ended up in the hospital twice, plus then I had to get a procedure done that was risky, but hope it will make me better in the long run. It only been about a week since I had it done and I am still trying to feel better.

I have a liver disease that stops me from doing a lot of things. I know that one day I going to have to get a transplant, which scares me because I think about what my family has to go thru already with all the medical issues I have. I never want to see the them in any pain. This disease takes a toll on me which effects me working too. This is one reason I started this because if I could make money and relax at home where I am stress free it helps me a lot.

well I will try and post some more as this holiday season go on. Thanks to everyone that reads this. Please keep your faith and one day you will get your miracle.

Be kind to others you never know what they go thru on a daily bases.

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Ulcerative Colitis (UC)Ulcerative Colitis (UC)

I wanted to talk about Ulcerative Colitis a little because I know there are a lot of people who have. I am one of those people too. I have good days with it and bad. There are different types from mild to severe. When you have a bad day or week it takes you out . I know that the type of treatment I get is infusions and they help. I know I still have a day or two to feel back to myself again. But if you have not heard of it or know someone that deals with it, let me tell you some of the symptoms we have to deal with most of the time.

Symptoms of Colitis could be any of the following: Pain in the abdomen, joints or rectum, along with bloating, blood in your stools, diarrhea. There are more things we deal with anemia, fatigue, fever or loss of appetite, cramping , weight loss. It can drain you for a day or longer. The treatments do help but still have those bad days.

I have UC for over 18 years and I never have the same day. I know others that deal with it and are doing great. I wanted to let you know this because sometimes this is something that keeps me from making my post each week.

Thanks for listening to me and I hope it makes it easier to understand that you don’t know what someone is going through unless you ask.

End of YearEnd of Year

As I sit here and think about the year 2024 and everything that has happened in my life. I learned so much about family, friends and myself too. I know there is a lot to be great for, but there is this that I will have to change in the up coming year. Change is not always good for everyone that is involved but sometimes hard choices have to be made.

I have learned that I have people I can count on no matter what and there are others I have to let go because you can count on them or they are not there when you need them the most. It’s hard when you have to choice but life is not always what it seems. You make time for the one that you care about and want in your life. I know that is not always easy but if you care and want them there you make an effort to make it happen.

I have also learned I have changed what I like and don’t and want to make a difference in this world. I want to give back and make the most of each day of my life. I know this is going to be all on me, but I am willing to make the effort to know that I can do it. I want to learn more about what I am good at and what I want to work on. Change has its good side and it is bad but if you do it for yourself you know that it has to be right.

I am also going to keep going on this journey and that change I make and let you know how I am doing. I know it is never easy at the beginning but it is now or never. I know that I will have hard times but I will make the most of them and work thru them all.

I am going to take one day at a time and enjoy life a little more and have some fun in the meantime. Learn more about healthy ways I can eat and learn new things at the same time. I know that some people would call this a new year resolution but not me. Most people make them and they are short term. I am making changes and growing into someone that enjoys life more.

My health means a lot and that is one thing that I need to work on the most, because I had a rough year with that. I am ready to take the steps and change what I can and hopefully feel better and more energy.

I want to wish all the people that have followed me with this journey and will continue because 2025 is coming up quickly and I am ready.

Curve BallCurve Ball

Hi everyone, I know it has been a while but I have a few difficult weeks. I had to go bck to work because I finished school and haven’t found a job in that field. During this time I ended up in the hospital because of a dsease I am dealing with. The job I had was only temporary but still since I would not commit to that and we to the hospital for my life, they moved on. Which for me is hard to swallow. I choice my life for a job. Well that is fine, I am working toward getting better and stronger.

I know that I don’t have all the answers right now and I don’t know what my future holds. I know that I am going to hold my head up high and take one day at a time. enjoy my life, do the things that I love and don’t worry about the things I can’t change.  My life means a lot to some people. I will always choice life over a job.

Nothing is important that life. So please keep me in your prays and on’t ever take anything for granted. we only have oene shot at all this.

I will post after this week is over. be kind to all

pray for the ones that dealing with the unknown.