This week has been one that I had to learn how to change and start from the beginning. It has been hard for me because I am not sure where to begin. Eating is a big deal for a lot of different reasons. When you need to learn how to eat and not make yourself sick all over again. I have to eat small amounts and the right stuff.

I had some tests and procedures done and now waiting for the results is hard. It just adds more to what is on my mind and what I need to get done. I also need to take it slow and get better and my energy level back to where I can get things done. I know that I want the results to be good but I am scared.

The more time I have to wait, the longer the stress level goes up and I can’t sleep and it’s the only thing that I am thinking about. I know that things are not always going to come out perfectly but I can hope that they do.

I am taking it one day at a time to learn how to do everything again. Everyday is a challenge to get things done, I get tired of not having the energy level that I used to have. I thank my husband and daughter for doing everything for me and they both say the same thing.

I want this Christmas to be a good one for both of them. Trying to figure out ways to make sure they are doing good and have what they need. Christmas is supposed to be the happiness time of the year, but not for me it is always hard to get thru the month of December.

I have came to the end of this post and I will be trying to catch up and be better again.

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Family and StressFamily and Stress

I know that it has been a while but when you stress of getting this done for your family is on you, sometime you forget what you need to do first. I know that everyone deals with stress differently. I know that I try not to have it get me down but that don’t always work. I have been working on school all summer long and I am coming to the end and I have a couple of things to do. The only thing is that when I am done I have the stress of getting my certification and getting a new job. This put a lot of stress on me because of my family, I want then to be proud of me. I know we should let others make us feel better about ourselves. I know that what I am doing is a lot on my family. I do everything I can for them. I know sometime I don’t think that they see it that way but I know that I do.

Well I will get through this because I know that is what I want to do. I believe in myself and I am going to do the best I can.

Be kind and make each day count.

Helpful tipsHelpful tips

Today I would love to share some of the things that I do. I have always search for ways to make money and stay home, but I know that my Medical issues have done some of the work for me. Here is a few other way I do to help a little.

  1. I take online surveys thru Surveyjunkie.com, this is easy you can do it from your phone or computer at home.
  2. For shopping ones I use Ibotta, it cool app. if you use my referral code roejlqh and it will help you get started. I do like this one a lot.
  3. the other one I use after shopping is Fetch Rewards app which give you points and you can redeem for stuff.  Use referral Code XM7JU to help get you started.

I want to share things that I have been doing, it not for everyone but hope it helps all.

Make sure you treat all the same. Be kind it all.

Think before speakThink before speak

This week is about things people say to others that might hurt. I know that when it happens to me it stays with me for a while. It hurts for people that are supposed to love you and be there when you need them. When it happens I go through a cycle of why what I do even matters to anyone. When someone likes me with the issues I have it hard. Life doesn’t seem to matter to me anymore. I try and try but I think why no one cares if I am here or gone.

I know that I will get past it sometime but each time it takes a little longer. Many different ideas go through my head, but I do not act on any. I know that happens to others and are afraid to say something or even talk about it. This is why I want others to know you are never alone.

One day there are things that get to you, bother you, you will miss it. The one thing that seems to get to me the most is, that when it comes from someone that is supposed to love you. I know that everyone changes as they go through life but the love you have should never be something that hurts you the most.

Thank you again for letting me do this.