This week has been one that I had to learn how to change and start from the beginning. It has been hard for me because I am not sure where to begin. Eating is a big deal for a lot of different reasons. When you need to learn how to eat and not make yourself sick all over again. I have to eat small amounts and the right stuff.

I had some tests and procedures done and now waiting for the results is hard. It just adds more to what is on my mind and what I need to get done. I also need to take it slow and get better and my energy level back to where I can get things done. I know that I want the results to be good but I am scared.

The more time I have to wait, the longer the stress level goes up and I can’t sleep and it’s the only thing that I am thinking about. I know that things are not always going to come out perfectly but I can hope that they do.

I am taking it one day at a time to learn how to do everything again. Everyday is a challenge to get things done, I get tired of not having the energy level that I used to have. I thank my husband and daughter for doing everything for me and they both say the same thing.

I want this Christmas to be a good one for both of them. Trying to figure out ways to make sure they are doing good and have what they need. Christmas is supposed to be the happiness time of the year, but not for me it is always hard to get thru the month of December.

I have came to the end of this post and I will be trying to catch up and be better again.

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KidsKids

Today I was talking with a friend, we were talking about our kids and when they are young we run all over for them, But when they get older we don’t have to do that as much. Which I don’t think that it true, because they older they get the more they need us to lean on and help them out. So when do we get to stop helping them and just get to live our lives.

I know thatI love my kids and hope they always need me in their life but maybe a little less at time.

Just got to remember is that cherish each moment with them you never know when they wont need you anymore, plus live is short and each moment counts.

AmazonAmazon

I have to say that I love Amazon, I always find what I am looking for and I can get it with in 2 days. I know that you have to be a prime member to get that which I did. It the best I hate going out to the store and not finding what I need. I drive all over and I still have no luck in finding it. I go on Amazon and I find it at a price I want to pay and I get it quicker then driving all over. So I have to say it you don’t like to go out even now that it getting colder. Use Amazon.

I get them 5 stars because I love them.

Busy lifeBusy life

Over the last month life has sure been busy. I had to deal with a lot of different things. Plus now it Craft show time which I have been busy baking dog treats. We are doing good with raising money for Dubnyk.

It be hard some days but I am working thru each day. I figure out ways to make each moment count. I know that figure out why I feel alone and how to change that. I was think that I might write a book about my life but not sure how to start it. I still going to try. I will get started over the next few months. I love to write about different things if anyone has any suggests I would take it.

So everyone that reads my blog please don’t think I disappeared I am just doing a lot of different things. Family, Dogs, Fostering and Baking along with Craft show.

The next show we have is Raspberry Festival in Hopkins. It only one day but it outside. We will have Olaf with us and she will be a huge hit. She loves people. So come by and say hi.

Thanks everyone this helps me each time I write.

Be kind to all, people and animals and be safe this fourth of July.