I know we all wish we had more time each day to get everything done. I know I am one of those people. I try to make a plan to use it all the time I have each day. I have a hard time trying to get everything done. I know others except me to do things all by myself but I know I can’t get it all done. When I don’t get things I feel bad. I feel like I failed others that count on me.

I look around at what I have and I feel blessed. I know that I should do more. I just know that my health is what I should work on. I know that I have been trying to, but it has become hard these past few weeks. I am learning to live different from what I can eat.

Life is hard when others don’t know what I go thru everyday. I keep a lot more to myself than let others know. I have a few great friends that listen to me and don’t judge me when I can’t handle life. I decided to take a step back to others that I have a hard time talking to. I know the ones that are there for me and that is all I need in my life.

I even step back from talking to some family members, because I have a hard time talking to them. I’m trying to figure out what one family wants me for. I know that I need to talk to this family member about what is in my mind.

This is a hard post for me today. Others would read this and wonder if they are the one I am talking about. I want to thank you for listening.

my journey will continue later this week. hope you keep reading.

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Every dayEvery day

There always a questions I ask my self each day when I get up. What do I want to do today? The answer is not always the same. I have to think about a few different things before I answer that. I want to make sure I have fun and make sure that I get something done. Plus I want to enjoy what I do, which i know we never think of it more. It hard at times but live to short to be down and not enjoy each moment we have. All the stress and problems in this world should not let us be down. I know that hard, but think about what you have control over and that what we can change and do.

Enjoy each moment and make memories, you never know what the day will bring. Have a little fun in life because you never know what the next day will bring.

Be kind to all, help where you can.

HurtHurt

I would like to start with saying sorry that i have not kept up with this, but I have been not feeling well and need to take care of my self to do this.

Now onto what the word hurt means: When you live with someone that has depression the words you say can make a difference. Words can hurt more then you even know because you don’t know how the person feels.

I know that when someone in your life says something to you and you are down it make you feel like giving up. I know that when it happen to me that is how I felt. On top of that I didn’t feel well and it been a roller coaster ever since.

So the one thing I would let people know is watch what you say to the ones that have depression and make sure they are doing fine before you say something that you might hurt them and they give up on life.

I know that you need to have a support system and people you can go to and talk and let them help you. I know that I have that and i lean on them when I have a hard time. Plus find other thing that help you feel better about yourself.

I know for me I have to let things sit for the night and then the next day I have to remember what is important to me. I know that I couldn’t leave my dogs or my friends that have always been there and help when I need someone right there.

So sometime changes need to be made and I figure out what I have to do to make my self happy again. I work hard at that make health choices.

keep others in your minded before you say something out loud that can hurt others. It might change that person life.

Curve BallCurve Ball

Hi everyone, I know it has been a while but I have a few difficult weeks. I had to go bck to work because I finished school and haven’t found a job in that field. During this time I ended up in the hospital because of a dsease I am dealing with. The job I had was only temporary but still since I would not commit to that and we to the hospital for my life, they moved on. Which for me is hard to swallow. I choice my life for a job. Well that is fine, I am working toward getting better and stronger.

I know that I don’t have all the answers right now and I don’t know what my future holds. I know that I am going to hold my head up high and take one day at a time. enjoy my life, do the things that I love and don’t worry about the things I can’t change.  My life means a lot to some people. I will always choice life over a job.

Nothing is important that life. So please keep me in your prays and on’t ever take anything for granted. we only have oene shot at all this.

I will post after this week is over. be kind to all

pray for the ones that dealing with the unknown.