This last couple of weeks I have made a to do list that I do each day. I don’t like it as much as I think that I do. I sometimes feel like a robot doing the same thing each day. I try to do other things to make life fun. After a while I don’t know what that is. I have great friends and family that are there but I know my kids are doing their own thing. So I need to find something that is mine.

I listen to podcasts a lot and they are interesting. I listen to them when I clean or bake. All the podcasts I listen to are different. Some are true crimes, another one is how to make space in your life. It’s interesting because you hear other stories and you can see my life. That is when I think that I could do things that are fun and make my life better.

I know that God is watching over me along with my mom. I hope one day I can continue to help where I can. Thank you for for listening, I am going to start sharing new recipes that I have been trying.

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GoalsGoals

This past week I have start to make little goals and plan out my days. It has really help me stay on task all day. Plus it helps my dogs too, I make sure they get the exercise they need to keep them playing good together and I can get more done.

The first few goals have been playing with my dogs or taken them on a walk while h is great exercise for me too.

The next one is eating smaller meals and taking vitamins each day. I write each thing I do in a planner so I remember when I did what. It made me happier and excited for the next goal.

We have some craft shows coming up so I make a plan of what I need to make and so I have enough for my shows. We have enough I do have more then one a week at times. So please follow us on Facebook at angel’s baked goods and check out our shows and what new.

Spring CleanSpring Clean

I not sure if anyone has started this, but I know I have, it amazing what you find when you are going thru things. I know that I have wanted to do something a long time but I never had the time. Now that I am not working outside that house and I am home more. I started really cleaning and organizing things. I am doing good so far. I cleaned half of my basement and the garage and already took a trip to goodwill. I know that where I give a lot of the clothes that I am getting rid of. I also going to set up for a garage sale that I have not got to do in a long time because I worked so much. It feels great to get things done. I know a lot of people say that the bigger the house the more stuff you have, I don’t believe that. I think that if you go thru things and just keep what you need or stuff that means a lot to you and you want to past down to your kids, that all you need. I know that it been easier for me to find things that I need when I am organized. Plus you have time to enjoy the beautiful weather we have.

Remember I am still doing craft shows for everyone puppies and dogs. I still raising money for my boy that means more to me then anyone could know.

So please follow us on Facebook and visit us at the show. Next one is Monticello this Sunday from 11-3

Please be kind to all

LonelinessLoneliness

I am writing this on the way I feel.  Over the past few weeks I know that I have not wrote anything and it because of loneliness. It happens more often the people think. I know that I get this way and I shut down and shut others out. It hard some days. I due get thru it with a few friends help and the ones I can count on my dogs.  It good to have a support system in place so that when you get this way you know where you can go to. I never get to the place where taking my life is ever an option. I know I have more to do in life and it not my turn.

I just wanted to let people out that know why I have not wrote, being honest with others help more then most people think. When you know that you have issues and you can let others know too that is the first step. I know that I don’t always let people in and help, but I am trying. Plus I think of my mom and wonder what she say to me at times about what going on. She always try and help or even just listen which we all need that.

so please is you get this way remember there is help out there for us and make sure you have support system they do help. I know that over the last year I have done things differently because I know that I have a lot of things I want to do and try. I am not willing to give up that just yet.

Just cause we are all different we all still need to think about others and see what we can do to help. Just think we all have problems but we don’t always show them.

Just think of what Ellen would say Be kind to one another.