Hard Week
This last week went well, I stayed with my plan and got what I needed done. Mid week I could feel the change in me. I started to pull back on fun activities that made my life better.
I still continued what I needed to do and figured out a way to snap out of it.
I listened to a podcast and it helped. It is easier when you put your mind somewhere else for a little while.
I want to add on to what I have started this year, Along with my weekly cleaning list. I started going thru my stuff and found places that I could donate what I have. I started with Be an Angel -MN. She helps seniors which fits in with wanting to give back. I have a box of art & crafts, journals,etc. It is great when you have stuff you don’t use, but you know someone out there can.
One thing I am doing is getting back into having a little fun in life. I plan time to go out, watch a new show, and enjoy life a little more each day. My life is short enough. I want to live my life.
here for a new week. Thank you to all.
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HurtHurt
I would like to start with saying sorry that i have not kept up with this, but I have been not feeling well and need to take care of my self to do this.
Now onto what the word hurt means: When you live with someone that has depression the words you say can make a difference. Words can hurt more then you even know because you don’t know how the person feels.
I know that when someone in your life says something to you and you are down it make you feel like giving up. I know that when it happen to me that is how I felt. On top of that I didn’t feel well and it been a roller coaster ever since.
So the one thing I would let people know is watch what you say to the ones that have depression and make sure they are doing fine before you say something that you might hurt them and they give up on life.
I know that you need to have a support system and people you can go to and talk and let them help you. I know that I have that and i lean on them when I have a hard time. Plus find other thing that help you feel better about yourself.
I know for me I have to let things sit for the night and then the next day I have to remember what is important to me. I know that I couldn’t leave my dogs or my friends that have always been there and help when I need someone right there.
So sometime changes need to be made and I figure out what I have to do to make my self happy again. I work hard at that make health choices.
keep others in your minded before you say something out loud that can hurt others. It might change that person life.
World largest Rubber duckWorld largest Rubber duck
This past week I have been baking a lot getting ready for a sale that was nothing I could have thought it would be. The Duck was over 6 stories tall and wow see it up close was cool. A lot of people went there and saw it and had a great time with everything else going on.
Our sale was very successful that is for sure. I never had to make so much for one show ever. I can’t wait until next year when they do it again. I will be more prepared that is for sure.
It has been a long couple of weeks for us here. It is finally slowing down this month. I know it never lasts that long but I am fine with the time to get other things done. Plus it gives me time to find some other part time work that I can do from home. I know that there are companies out there looking for a little help and that who I want to be.
For the time I do have I am making and sell a dog treat to help with all my dogs medication, I know he won’t be around long time but it I can make something that everyone can remember him from, I made a good choice to do this. Life is not always fair and for him it is cruel that is for sure. But we show him all the love he needs.
Thank you for letting me do this and continue reading.

ChangeChange
Season changes, leaves change colors. What do we do to change? We change our clothes for the weather. So it is time to look back at the year and see what we have learned about ourselves and what is going on around us.
Start making plans on what to change the following months or year. I know that I have been thinking about what I want to do. Some things will be hard and slow, but I just have to make my goals small and have little victories.
There has been so much change in my life right now, I feel overwhelmed at times. I have a hard time dealing with it, so instead I stay busy and not think about it for a while. I know that it will catch up to me and I am going to have to face what is going on inside my head.
Sorry this one has taken me a while to write but I wanted to make sure others understand what I am going thru and what I have in front of me to face. I know some will have helpful tips and I am welcome of that. The others that have comments that I need to face what is coming and deal with it because it happens to everyone have no idea what it’s like in someone else’s shoes.