Season Change
As you look outside and see the leaves changing color and fall out of trees. You start to think about the last year and how it is coming to end quickly.I know for me things have changed in my life. I am trying to hold things together but it’s hard.
I know that I missed last week, but I was unavailable. My health sometimes takes a front seat and I need to keep it in check. I am back and working on getting better. Each day is a new adventure that I have to overcome. I have a lot of people that count on me and I want to be there for those special moments in life.
I have a couple of craft shows coming up this month for Sweets 4 you. I am going to do my best to make what I can and do the shows. If you are thinking that you might need goodies for this up coming holidays look at her Facebook page.
I want to thank everyone that reads this, it help me know people care.
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Think before speakThink before speak
This week is about things people say to others that might hurt. I know that when it happens to me it stays with me for a while. It hurts for people that are supposed to love you and be there when you need them. When it happens I go through a cycle of why what I do even matters to anyone. When someone likes me with the issues I have it hard. Life doesn’t seem to matter to me anymore. I try and try but I think why no one cares if I am here or gone.
I know that I will get past it sometime but each time it takes a little longer. Many different ideas go through my head, but I do not act on any. I know that happens to others and are afraid to say something or even talk about it. This is why I want others to know you are never alone.
One day there are things that get to you, bother you, you will miss it. The one thing that seems to get to me the most is, that when it comes from someone that is supposed to love you. I know that everyone changes as they go through life but the love you have should never be something that hurts you the most.
Thank you again for letting me do this.
Life and DeathLife and Death
Well this last week has been crazy, we had someone in our family pass away. It bring up important things as that we should talk about with our kids. It hard subject to talk about but we all need to. Make sure your kids know where all the important papers are and what you want if something happens to you. You never want them to have to make those decisions for you. They will be grieving and that all they should have to deal with.
I know that I am starting all the things I need to do, because I know after see what we had to go thru, I never want my kids to go thru that. I want to do what my mom did and she had everything pick out and paid for. I not sure if I an do that but I am going to do what I can.
Plus I want to make sure I know what my kids are going to get. I love them and i want to even write something to each of them. I know that i have some things i want to say to them but not until i am gone. That way it if me and they know how I felt about them.
So mlm please make sure you have the hard talk with your family and they know what your wishes are.
Be kind to all
Making SpaceMaking Space
This last weeks I have a lot going on and I need some encouragement. So when I need this I listen to this podcast. Hoda talks to many different people and it makes you think about your own life. It helps me look at my own life and see what I need to change or what I enjoy in life.
Sometimes I need just a day to process everything I was told. So when this happens I have to do something that helps me redirect my mind and take me back. This week I have been baking for a huge craft sale this coming weekend. It has helped me just to calm me.
I know that this life is not going to break me. I am going to find the purpose that I need to do. I am going to figure it out one day.
This is all for the day, I need to figure out something this month. I will be posting more soon.