Hi everyone, I know it has been a while but I have a few difficult weeks. I had to go bck to work because I finished school and haven’t found a job in that field. During this time I ended up in the hospital because of a dsease I am dealing with. The job I had was only temporary but still since I would not commit to that and we to the hospital for my life, they moved on. Which for me is hard to swallow. I choice my life for a job. Well that is fine, I am working toward getting better and stronger.

I know that I don’t have all the answers right now and I don’t know what my future holds. I know that I am going to hold my head up high and take one day at a time. enjoy my life, do the things that I love and don’t worry about the things I can’t change.  My life means a lot to some people. I will always choice life over a job.

Nothing is important that life. So please keep me in your prays and on’t ever take anything for granted. we only have oene shot at all this.

I will post after this week is over. be kind to all

pray for the ones that dealing with the unknown.

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FixingFixing

This week it was interesting for me, because I got a lot of plants to do. Where I was going to plant them I had to fix the ground that was there. I am learning a lot about plants from a friend of mine that does a lot of gardening. She has been a really big help. I still have more plants to plant but where we were going to plant them we started to clean it up and found more problems and we have to fix before we can plant there.

The other thing we have to do is figure out where to move something that can no longer be in the same place it is now. I know spring, summer and fall are times where you want to get a lot of projects done. It doesn’t always work that way but you do what you can and worry about the other stuff next year.

I know it’s hard to make a plan for what needs to be done, but stressing doesn’t help. Everyone knows that there is only so much one person can do. Plus the time each item takes cost money which don’t grow non trees.

Thank you for listening and letting me do this. It helps and I hope it helps others.

Holiday SeasonHoliday Season

The Holidays are among us and we all are busy with shopping , cleaning, wrapping and planning dinner. I know that each year around this time is one of the hardest times I have to go thru. I lost my mom just before Christmas and her birthday and it has been hard ever since. I know people tell me it will get easier and I don’t see how. The one person I could talk to about anything was my mom and now I don’t have that. I know that I have friends and other family members I can talk to but my mom was different. She loved me for me and it didn’t matter what was going on in our life. She always tries and makes Christmas the best for all of us. I still have the present that I got her that year. I know one year it will be easy for me to get thru the holidays but I am not sure when that will be.

It is never easy being down for the holidays, but I try and put on a brave face and get thru it. Sometimes the ones that are supposed to be there for you, don’t listen and make things harder to handle. I know that I will be fine and get thru the holiday season again, but just remember when you see someone don’t judge them you don’t know what they are going thru.

I want to wish everyone that has followed me and went on this year-long journey with me. I will continue next year where I know I will have challenges that will have to deal with. I know that I will get thru them with help from others and myself.

One day it would be nice to get a prayer answered once, but it will happen when you least expect it.

DecisionDecision

What is a decision – it is define as a conclusion or resolution reached after consideration.

We all think about the decision we make, if it will be the right one or wrong one. Some even stress out about the decision that they need to make about life, work, and important information. I know there are times when we go back and forth about what the right decision is going to be. We never want to hurt anyone with the decision we make.

There are times where some decisions are easy to make and it will go well for all involved. There are those hard decisions we have to make for someone else , like a pet when the time is right for them. It may be one of the hardest decisions you have to make in your life.

Those easy decisions on what to wear or eat or even if you want to go out or not. There are hard decisions and easy ones. Sometimes you don’t see any easy answers to either one but life is the same way.

I know that I have the same problems when it comes to myself. I am not sure what to share with others or what to let go. All I know is that I think about a lot of different things in my life and wonder what it would be like if the decision I made is the wrong one. I don’t always share a lot about my life, but for what I do share I know who I share it with matters to me.

Just remember that love ones are there when you need something, so lean on them if you can. Maybe it is friends that need you to lean on, be there for them. I know a lot of people will think about this post and wonder if they make the right or wrong decision in their life.

Decisions can be changed at any time in your life, so don’t think that the one you make today is the final one. It is only final when you want it to be.