Overdue

I know this post is way overdue. I want to let you know that it’s not that I didn’t want to post. The reason I have been very sick and trying to get better has been a challenge. Plus I started a new treatment for my UC and it has been a roller coaster ever since. Just trying to make it thru my day has been harder enough, because I am still trying to do what I can around my house and take care of my animals at the same time.

I know that I have the support of my friends to get through this , but it just took a lot longer than I hoped for. I know that I will get through all the pain and not feel myself because one day it will be good again.

For the ones that follow me and read this, thank you for sticking with me. I try and get the energy to do this but some days it is too hard even on my hands. I have a lot of cramping and pain I deal with on a daily basis and I don’t like to have people feel sorry for me. I just want others to understand what one goes thru.

I never judge a book by it cover and I hope that I can get other to see what it like from my point of view.

Thank you for reading and following along.

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