Goodbye and Depression
This last week we had to say goodbye to our sweet boy Dubnyk and it was the hardest one yet. it has put me into depression and I am not sure how to get out. I know that others tell me that we just need time to adjust but it is not the same here any more. I miss him so much and I know my daughter does too.
I know that I can sleep or eat much and my other dogs feel it too. I know time is going to change but right now we are trying to work through it. I know he would have wanted us to be happy and know that he is in not more pain and running free.
I know that all I have for now it is just been adjustment and we are trying. One day we will see him again and it will be like we never missed a bear.
Thank you and just remember to love your pet because we never get enough time time with them.
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One Day at a time!One Day at a time!
When I sit and think about things that are going on in my life I wonder how do I do everything I do.
That when it comes to me, I take everything one day at a time. I don’t know how much time I have on this earth and I want to enjoy all that I can. My mom always told me to make each day like it was your last, tomorrow is never promised. I know that I try to learn something new or even make something I have never made before. Plus I think about what makes me happy and what makes me sad. I know that you think that is crazy but the fear of the unknown is scary.
I have started to write down my thoughts and what I hope my life and kids life will be like. Everyone’s life is different and you can learn from them. I know over the years I have learned a lot from my friends and family and what not to do.
I know that if you want someone in your life you have to make an effort to see them or even call them. I know that I have friends that have busy lives too and are not always free to do something. I still try but after a while you have to stop trying, There is a reason that a person does want to communicate back with you. So that is when you move on.
I am grateful for the ones I have in my life and make me happy. I will continue to live each day to the fullest. I don’t know where the road will lead but I am willing to try.
Thank you for all that read this.
comes in 3’scomes in 3’s
you know that saying things goes wrong in 3’s. I would believe it so much but it has happened to me a time or two. This past few weeks things have not gone the right way at all. We first found out that one dog is not doing well, second I ended up in the ER and that last my little girl dog blew her knee and it not going to be easy for her. I wish I could get her the surgery she needs but that is not what we can afford. The vet said it is not something that needs to happen right now. We will have to watch her and see what happens. In the mean time she is going to retire for physical activities for now. which is sad because she loved doing things and still does.
I know that sometimes things that happen like this make you think about life in general. I know that I want to change some things I do and help more. I have been trying to go thru lots of stuff I don’t need any more and find out places that could use it more than me.
Right now I have been on the track of getting better and making sure I know what I can do to make sure it doesn’t happen again. Plus help my dogs as much as I can. In the meantime I want to thank everyone that follows me and reads this It has helped me in many ways too.
What to be thankful for?What to be thankful for?
It is the week of thanksgiving and you start to think about what to be thankful for. I know life doesn’t always go your way, but there is always something to be thankful for. I know I have my family, friends and animals. My health I wish could be better and one day it will be.
This is also the time of year we like to give back to others that don’t have as much as we do. I know one day I will be able to give back more than I do now. Each year we find a family or two that needs a little help and give back or pay it forward. I know others would do it if they could but not everyone thinks the same as we do.
This time of year is a little hard for me to because I lost my mom around the holidays and each year that passes I miss her more and more. I know she would love to back and put a tree up and have family around. This is why I give back or pay it forward because I know my mom loved me the best she could. It was not always the fair way but she loved her grand kids and wanted to make sure they got something they wanted.
Just remember that there are animals that need us too. It is getting cold out and they don’t have somewhere warm to stay. Give back to all is the greatest gift of all and it is a way to say that you are thankful for what you have.
So thank you for letting me do this all year long and I will continue as long as I can.