Goodbye and Depression
This last week we had to say goodbye to our sweet boy Dubnyk and it was the hardest one yet. it has put me into depression and I am not sure how to get out. I know that others tell me that we just need time to adjust but it is not the same here any more. I miss him so much and I know my daughter does too.
I know that I can sleep or eat much and my other dogs feel it too. I know time is going to change but right now we are trying to work through it. I know he would have wanted us to be happy and know that he is in not more pain and running free.
I know that all I have for now it is just been adjustment and we are trying. One day we will see him again and it will be like we never missed a bear.
Thank you and just remember to love your pet because we never get enough time time with them.
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Pets are your family?Pets are your family?
This week I want to talk about your pets that you have. When you have dogs you know that their life is short. You do what you can to make sure they are taken care of. You make sure you feed them well, give them exercise and the most important is love. Then one day you get the worse news of your life about them. It take time to process it all that is for sure. I know I have been through it a few times myself but what you see someone go through for the first time it hit you like a ton of bricks.
You want to let them know you will get through it. What else would you do, there are so many questions you have. You want to spend as much time as you can with your dog. All I know is it’s hard not knowing when the end is coming. So right now you try and stay busy and give him all the love you can. We are going to try and get some answers, but the answers are never what you want to hear. All I know is that the day will come where you will miss everything he did. The truth is that no matter the outcome of the questions, that day will be there. We will all miss him but you have to keep all the good memories close to the heart.
That’s all for today, it been a hard week for us.
SavingSaving
This year has gone by and so much has changed in my life. I know that I am working on be debt free and saving money. I know they have a few ways you can save and budget. I am doing a lot of different things and I would like to share them with you.
First one is I have a auto amount directly into my savings account.
I also do surveys and play games that get me gift cards that I can use instead of money.
Plus I have been working on decluttering my house and selling things. I know one day I will get there just by taking time.
I also am starting to use those saving books where you put cash in a book and mark it off.
It has been a rough few weeks losing my sweet boy, which makes me want to do more in life. His life was cut short and I am going to do what I can for him. Everyone says you need time, but no amount of time will bring him back. I know that he is watching over us and I want to make him know that he is missed and very loved.
So hopeful by the end of the year I will be closer to my savings goal.
Detox Social MediaDetox Social Media
I made the decision to take some time off of social media. I would go on it more than I wanted to, just cause I was bored. I started to find other things to do instead which helps me. I also did it with TV too. I know that I have shows I enjoy watching but I want to start learning to do other things with my time.
I do go on messenger because that is how I communicate with a few people. It has only been 2 weeks and I feel better because there is nothing on social media that I need to read or see that bad. I know that it is going to be a while before I just put aside but I do follow people that help me with other things I am learn to do this year.
I have friends and family that have come off of social media sites. I know that life is short and I never post anything about my life and what I am doing. I only post shows that we are going to be at. Plus follow and learn about things I want to try and change in my life. So I know that I can back off it.
Plus, spring is coming soon and I am really looking forward to that because we are going to be busy with planting and changing our yard into what we want to do. Plus take care of that chickens and make things better for them also.
I also started reading again along with working on puzzle. Next will be hanging out with my friends. My health is very important so I am learning what I can to help that also. So much to learn. I have enjoyed this year so far.
Until next time.