I would like to tell you a little about me and why I am doing this blog. I started this blog a few years ago but things just kept me from doing it full time. Now that I got things better I wanted to let others know things I do to help myself. So I started making little goals for myself to help me stay calm. I have Ulcerative Colitis and Primary Sclerosing Cholangitis. I have to deal with both for over 15 years. It has made it hard for me to work outside the house and be around people. So I deal with Anxiety and depression a lot. Each day is different for me. I have those great days that I can do a lot and I am happy. Those bad days are not as fun. I am quiet, uninterested in doing anything that normally makes me happy.

This past week I had a few days like that. I had to try and figure out how to bring myself out of it. I am doing better today but I’m still having a medium day. I have a good support system in place that helps me and just listens to me.

I have an email you can ask me questions or just wish me luck on this journey.

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BusyBusy

These past 2 weeks I have been going through a lot. I have told you about my dog and me. Well on top of that I have not been feeling good until I got my infusion last week. Plus we had a craft show to get ready for. It’s been hard to get things done for me. So I had to take a step back and take care of myself. So I have been relaxing and taking it easy.

I got everything done for the show and I got my infusion and it takes a few days for me to get back to feeling great and getting things done. I have been reading and asking for advice on how to get my blog out there.

when you try to do things to help others you want to make sure you let others know. I know that I read a lot of different ideas and hope it works for me. Why not try something new and see if it works. Life is too short to live the same day twice. I know when life gives you lemons make lemonade. I know that I watch shows, listen to podcasts and learn more about life each day. Making changes in your own life is always good, because you never know what the next day will be like.

Thanks for this

OverdueOverdue

I know this post is way overdue. I want to let you know that it’s not that I didn’t want to post. The reason I have been very sick and trying to get better has been a challenge. Plus I started a new treatment for my UC and it has been a roller coaster ever since. Just trying to make it thru my day has been harder enough, because I am still trying to do what I can around my house and take care of my animals at the same time.

I know that I have the support of my friends to get through this , but it just took a lot longer than I hoped for. I know that I will get through all the pain and not feel myself because one day it will be good again.

For the ones that follow me and read this, thank you for sticking with me. I try and get the energy to do this but some days it is too hard even on my hands. I have a lot of cramping and pain I deal with on a daily basis and I don’t like to have people feel sorry for me. I just want others to understand what one goes thru.

I never judge a book by it cover and I hope that I can get other to see what it like from my point of view.

Thank you for reading and following along.

Goodbye and DepressionGoodbye and Depression

This last week we had to say goodbye to our sweet boy Dubnyk and it was the hardest one yet. it has put me into depression and I am not sure how to get out. I know that others tell me that we just need time to adjust but it is not the same here any more. I miss him so much and I know my daughter does too.

I know that I can sleep or eat much and my other dogs feel it too. I know time is going to change but right now we are trying to work through it. I know he would have wanted us to be happy and know that he is in not more pain and running free.

I know that all I have for now it is just been adjustment and we are trying. One day we will see him again and it will be like we never missed a bear.

Thank you and just remember to love your pet because we never get enough time time with them.